Devol Eb Ot

You're not God, but you'll do.

I cant afford to risk the vulnerability of unconditional love

or let go of my feelings of inadequacy,

but I'm sure you can give me the illusion

of fulfillment.

I'm too chicken to get to know you,

but I'll gladly idolize everything you could be

for me.

You can't be my all,

but I'm "happy" to treat you as if.

You don't even know I exist,

but I willingly give you all of my existence.

You're not God, but you'll do.

(or so I thought.)